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Friday, 5 December 2008 @ 14:14
One Month and a Half So, it's been one and a half months since My Parents left for Budapest. I'm holding on nicely, with a little help from a couple of friends. I'm not saying I don't miss them, I do. Especially knowing I'd be spending weekends alone, when I'm used to spending them together with the family. The hardest was probably not celebrating Bro and Dad's birthday together a week ago on 27th and 28th November. If they were here, we'd prolly be having a dinner feast or such. Last time I heard from them, they've found an apartment on the city centre of Pest. It's a three rooms apartment with 2 bathrooms and presumably a nice view located on the 5th floor. No pictures of the apartment yet, but here they are shivering from the snow =P   And yes, the snow is the main reason I'm so effing jealous of them. Aside from that, it's getting tougher living alone. I lived alone before, well not completely alone, I was with my grandma now and before. But she's getting older now and I'm getting more worried. Plus I'm working and studying that keeps me away from home for more than 16 hours everyday and made me unavailable most of the time. I can't help but feel guilty if I have to go out and do stuff on the weekends too. They said it's okay, but I'm just a human. But hopefully by next year things will soon fall into place and we'll be living nicely, coping with each others' schedule. I'm struggling, but I'm trying. And I guess I'm happier, it's pretty cool when I see myself managing to live alone, among many other things =D. |