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Saturday, 30 May 2009 @ 00:46
On the things I might never have I am currently looking at pictures from a recent old acquaintance's birthday bash. These people, acquaintance, I say. They're not my friends. I just know them. I used to befriend them, sometime ago, very very shortly. Compared to their whole life, I'm just merely a small spot of dust in their memory. Yet, thanks to network technology we call Facebook, I (and maybe they too, but I definitely doubt that) can track through changes in our life. Somehow, that makes me feel like I've never grown apart from them. Twisted way of thinking, I know. Why these particular people? Because I used to adore them. They're different. I can feel from the first moment I know them, that me and them are like-minded. They're open-minded, they're free and daring, they're chic and fabulous. They have the kind of friendship I've always dreamed about. Not the kind of cutesy, sisterhood-kind of friendship. But just the kind where everyone knows they're position. The kind of friendship where you can tease each other to just that point of understanding. Not too rude, not too condenscending. The kind of friendship where everybody acknowledge their own strength and weakness, and not ashamed of it. Where everybody is honest and not fake or pretending. Where there is no competition, and even if there is, everybody should back out and not just one giving ways to the other. I don't know, maybe these description is just too general. But I know and I trust my instinct, and my instinct says these people are fabulous in my own meaning of fabulous. I know I'm not big on friendship thing, that doesn't mean I don't want one. I'm just too cynical that I can ever find the kinds of people I want to befriend with, and even then, who's to say they want to befriend me? Labels: Friends, Relationship |